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September 10, 2022 at 9:50 am #6272

Howdy,

I found out about Emerson via You Tube, his spy museum interview popped up via the algorithm.  The idea of using fear as fuel fascinates me.  If I could harness my fears I could do anything, I’m scared all the damn time!

I escaped corporate America at 49, almost 2 years ago.  Since then I’ve been throwing anything that doesn’t serve me overboard, like I’m in an old school pirate movie trying to outrun the British.  After I sell the boat anchor (my house), I’ll head west to a lower cost of living area somewhere with mountains and snow.  Maybe I’ll pick up some work that allows me free travel and a little pocket cash. Maybe I’ll buy an off grid cabin and hide away forever. I have no idea what I am doing, where I will do it, or with whom.  I’m terrified.  On the other hand my ancestors put their stuff in covered wagons and made their way, so I am pretty sure I can figure it out hopefully without freezing to death, going bankrupt, or getting murdered, or worse …..audited.

I am trying to learn how to be positive, but after yeas of looking for the failure mode so ya’ll wouldn’t die, it’s tough to retrain my brain.

So I am looking for a community to ask questions and brain storm solutions when I get stuck, so I thought I would give this a try.

Rachel

PS Yes,  I really am a Kunoichi, I am in a  Japanese National TV special on Kunoichis.  Ok it was for failing the test, but I’m still in the special!!!!